Another Birthday of The Most Beautiful Woman

It's November 28th again and another birthday of yours is coming. I know i'm not there right beside you, but you know my heart always belongs to you. This morning i woke up with such a grateful heart because my queen is now getting older hahaha. And i'm jealous of you because the older you get, the more beautiful you are, huhuhu. But what's so good about getting older ? It's about the time i get to know you even more. Another year passed and i'm glad to spend it with you. There is nothing else i can say but i'm so thankful to have you in my life. 

You know Mom, my friends always have the same expression when i tell them that we could talk on phone for hours, everyday ! Hahaha. They wonder what we can do for hours without seeing one each other but still have a great chit chat. It's actually not kind of important conversation, it's just me trying to keep you in line because i want to hear your voice so i ask many things but at the end of the time we will get bored and decide to end our chat. So lame, hahaha. But i always love telling you a bunch of new stories each day, your response is always fascinating. 

And it's not good that today i can't take a picture with the birthday-woman. You know you always have great style and expression when we took photos and taking pictures with you is always my favorite part. Here is an example :

Oh and here is another example :

And here is an expanded example haha :

I always love how the smell of your body lingers on me. I love to sleep under your armpit cause it's so warm and fragrant. I love our jokes, i love our same taste in food (rebusan, ikan asin, sambel terasi, cabe rawit, terong bakar), i love our cooking-time, i love all your recipes, i love all that you cook, i love the way you love Gromit and Chum, i love playing with your hair, i love hugging your neck the most. 

So i will just sum up these feelings : i love you Mom.

You are like a best friend to me. You are not only a mother but you are also a father. You know Mom, i used to see you as a dependent woman behind Dad when he was still with us,standing behind his back and his decisions. But now the viewpoint is definitely gone. I can testify that you are an independent woman, a strong yet a gentle woman. You climb up the mountains and you break through the walls. You teach me how to be strong when even the heart is broken cause it's not an excuse to stop. Thank you for moving forward, thank you for not staying in sorrows, thank you for choosing to stand up again, thank you for not giving up, thank you for running again on the track, yes, those decisions you took when your heart was broken into pieces. 

I know you have dreams for me and it's still a long way to go. I hope we will see these dreams fulfilled in years ahead, with you holding my hands and running together on the race. But to the first hope of all, i hope your dreams are His dreams so we know that we will soar on wings like eagles, we will run but never grow weary, we will walk and not be faint (Isaiah 40:31).

*** Here's a song for my queen. I think of you when i listen to this song. And thanks to SO7 for this beautiful song :)

Melihat tawamu

Mendengar senandungmu

Terlihat jelas di mataku

Warna-warna indahmu

Menatap langkahmu

Meratapi kisah hidupmu

Terlihat jelas bahwa hatimu

Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

Sifatmu nan s'lalu

Redahkan ambisiku

Tepikan khilafku

Dari bunga yang layu

Saat kau disisiku

Kembali dunia ceria

Tegaskan bahwa kamu

Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

Belai lembut jarimu

Sejuk tatap wajahmu

Hangat peluk janjimu

Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

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Happy birthday, my queen. I love you and i will always will.

And yes, we will go there, to your dream city someday, someday ! :)